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December 22nd, 2004

08:44 pm

Today I went to Nana KK's wake thing where she layed there dead and we had to kneel in front of her and say stuff... and Hold her cold dead hand...it was so fucked up... that was the worst thing ever. But tomorrow I get to miss school to go to the funeral and then to nana and poppops house and hang out there with the fam whos so wonderful...

Im talking my little miss sarah! God! Do I LOVE HER! shes sooo great! I mean we were talking about how her and nate fight so much and she goes hes number one in my life... aside of y:)ou like if you both had a problem I would have you call first! i was like aww

Then Im talkig to sean...and we are yet to hook our parents up... But we are together enough... I cant imagine if my mom and tim were going out! God that would be the FUCKING LIFE!

"theres no reason to upset, Which is reason enough to be happy..."
^Ahh omg! Chads such an amazing person! I dont think i would have made it through this weekend without him hes soo great!

Today despite the fact that I had to go to nanas funeral thing...was good. I mean I wasnt all that happy durring the day... being with my family makes me feel like shit... But now I am like... Non stop almost smiling...I talked to shane and sean and sarah! I love it

<3I love love<3

<3 Leave it er somethinggg

*AbBii___*

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Sugarcult shes the blade

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December 21st, 2004

01:20 pm

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Tonight I am going to B-Units grandfathers house tonight! yayy I love britt... so we are going to watch movies on the big screen I was like haha funn! I think it should be a good night... I mean Ive gotta go get her something though. Cause I couldnt on her birthday...so mom is downstairs wrapping my X- mas presents...A ticket to the used.. and a trip to nashua Im pretty sure Ive got what I want!

Umm yeah! so mommys gunna let me go spend new years with courtney! Ahh I SO CANNOT WAIT! I miss her so much I havent seen her for like 3 months! thats way to long to go without your best friend! I miss her so much! I just wish we lived closer so that I could always deal with her problems with her

Umm I dont know... aside of that stuffs cool..Missing Anna=/I dont know how shes doing...

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Something Corporate-punk rock princess

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December 6th, 2004

12:17 pm

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...AMAZING WEEKEND! hah Oo0h my god I love it. First I was mad at mom cause she wouldnt let me go to the alley so i told her that i was going to sleep at mindas and she said that was fine...i guess and so minda called me and told me she would come pick me up... so I was all excited then my mom goes IM GOING TO GO OUTSIDE AND SEE MELINDAS DAD! and then she goes No going to the bowling alley right, and I go...right mom Im not going. Then when we pulled outta the drive way melindas dad goes...where to now and we all go...the bowling alley and then he goes but your mom said no... it never mattered before so we went to the alley... and then I saw travis... yeah... well...I dont care so yeah...

Then...I got to the alley and saw travis.. yeah and then anna saw dustin go sit by himself... I get sad when i see people by themselfs so me and anna went to talk to him and we sat down and talked a bit then his cousin(?) Jeff came and sit with us and we talked... it was great...

Then we went home adn we were hanging out at melindas house... with "JARE BARE" haha it was so great... I love it...

I wanna write more but I cant remember what I wanna write

*We paint our sins on the ceiling
I keep them glued to my chest
It keeps me close like a promise kept

<3

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Taking Back Sunday-This Photograph is Proof

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December 4th, 2004

03:43 pm

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...So yeah my entry from yesterday just kind of stopped abruptly... Im at work with dad, I dont know where mom is but I wanna get outta here... I cant go to the bowling alley tonight... meaning Im probably not going to be able to hang out with travis, and I havent seen him in a million bazillion years...So I was really excited to see him... But I gues IM NOT GOING TO NOW:( Mom said I could have him come over but his numbers at her house and...Yeah...Im not so I guess that kind of rules that one out...Gerr.. now I am mad

Last night I went to the movies with michelle britt kimae kate and this kid named josh waite... Hes so preppy its almost laughable... i dont know and from what I know and all the people I have talked to about him no one likes him... Sean doesnt... not at all...haha I gotta love the lawrence guys though<3

Err and I havent seen sean in like 7286747 years... and I miss him like crazy...Hoping he'll come see me tonight...sadly enough, I know that he wont, so whats it matter...Another week gone... its great...I still love him to death though, He doesnt even hang out wtih tony any more! thats how I know theres no way he'll come see me

Ahh I just found what I want for Christmas... A Nirvana beanie... a taking back sunday shirt... the with the lights out box set... I think dads getting me an I-pod...damn the man knows how to buy MY love... and I want... Umm... I think Ill be set with that

Let me wake up in your arms
Hear you say it's not alright
Let me be self dead and gone
So far away from life
Close my eyes
Hold me tight
And bury me deep inside your heart*

<3...Dont even know anymore

*Abby*

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: HIM-Bury me deep inside your heart

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December 3rd, 2004

11:03 pm

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AbBy Do0DleS: hey britt been to buffalo chicago anytime latley
lilcraze007: no i wanna go
lilcraze007: omg abbyt jk shut up!
lilcraze007: dude i fuckin forgot it wadnt a real place haha
AbBy Do0DleS: hahaha!
lilcraze007: my bad
AbBy Do0DleS: yepp
lilcraze007: lol
AbBy Do0DleS: god ur dumb
lilcraze007: no i am not haha:_)
lilcraze007: :)*

^RETARD!!

omg math is fucking INSANE BABYYY!

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: MCR im not ok

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03:55 pm

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sean is love
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^omg haha yeahh deffenitly is!

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03:16 pm

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Sometimes Im amazed at how fucked up life can be...Its greattt.. I dont know first I think that theres a possibility that anna could be dead...then I saw her and ran up to her and scream omg anna I dont know what i would do without you I was so scared that you werent going to be ok! ohh my was I scared...

So I guess I am going to dads tonight and YAY! im just soo effing sxcited I just CAN NOT wait... I love it there... DONT I GUYS!

And I dont know if i am going to be able to go to melindas tomorrow meaning I dont know If I am going to be able to go to go...

Im on the phone with travis... hes so amazing...:)

<3!!!

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: dead poetic- dream club murders

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December 2nd, 2004

12:10 pm

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...havent written in like 2 days... or something like that and the last time I wrote something that meant anything... well yeah that was never but oh well... hahaha sorry wow...anyways I think that there is a hockey game somtime soon that I get to go to and see Kk wright the one i went to mount merici with...so Im kind of excited about that... yeah its britts birthday today... Happy birthday babyyy:)...

Anyways... Mmm nothing exciting... Missing the people that I need the most...

<3

MmmHmm... its fucking overr

Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Taking back sunday

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